So all over now

[seeking]

this afternoon i typed a thousand-word passage trying to say everything out, hoping i could feel better afterward. But then my ex sent me msg, so that's not necessary now.

anyway this time really no way to turn back. now i know myself is a jerk and he is not flawless, that makes me feel better and really can relief a bit.

if you don't know what i'm talking about...just need to know a man finally free himself from a tie.

though still quite upset, but i know i will get better soon.

just need a place to speak this kind of thing....i'm still in closet