i would say that my Native Language is actually Indonesian...
i am still an Indonesian now..
well, i seriously need help with my love life.. i just get it sank deeply... i feel desperate and emotional..
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What's up babe ? What's happened ??
!?!?! Shadow !?!?!
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it's kinda cheesy and its killing me..
i was in LDRwith my boyfriend since last christmas..
we broke up in march for my friend caught him went out with another guy..
since then i was like getting hook-ups and pretty much losing my virginity to this one guy in US (it was a pretty bad summer fling). in which this guy doesnt give me any light on status.. i'm pretty pissed..
and after we broke up, i heard from my friends and stuff that my ex-boyfriend turned into such an emo-kid and stuffs.. he frequently beg to be back with me.
my heart kinda softened with it..
i decided to talk back to him and stuff..
we're in a kinda good relation and stuff but not really dating back..
2 weeks ago i went back to Indonesia for some stuff that i need to take care of..
my ex-boyfriend was pretty excited about me going back..
he picked me from my training centre and went to some place to talk..
he told me to hate him as much as i could.. he said he couldnt stand our relationship.. he can't do LDR anymore..
i was pissed and totally cried over him very much...
he's kinda turned his back on me now..
i tried to say 'hi!' to him on IM just now.. but he was pretty much went offline...
I'M SERIOUSLY CANT GET OVER HIM!!!!
WHY DOES BOYS WON'T LISTEN AND THEY GAVE SUCH UNACCEPTABLE REASON!!!:frown: :frown: :frown: :frown: :frown: :frown:
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