10-01-2011, 01:33 AM
When I was a very young I remember being in my room kissing the tv where there was a man on it and making out with a stuffed toy I had and when I think about it I almost want to say I was acting very femminem. Speed up years later to highschool I start smoking marijuana and having paranoid thoughts that people think I'm gay or a female and I'm convinced when I speak sometimes that I sound like one. I even discover that I'm
Into gay porn and I end up having sexual encounters with men. I had a girlfriend and told her all this but she didn't think I was gay or a women but maybe bisexual. I've never thought of becoming a women or dressing like one buy I've convinced myself that I sometimes think like one I'm not really into manly things and I obsess over things like weight and I worry too much . I have no idea where these thoughts about me bring a women started I think it was the weed I also started thinking what if I was born a women but turned into a man. I think these thoughts are all pretty much paranoid but I sometimes wonder if people think I'm gay. Would I know Forsure at age 23 if this is just in my head?
Into gay porn and I end up having sexual encounters with men. I had a girlfriend and told her all this but she didn't think I was gay or a women but maybe bisexual. I've never thought of becoming a women or dressing like one buy I've convinced myself that I sometimes think like one I'm not really into manly things and I obsess over things like weight and I worry too much . I have no idea where these thoughts about me bring a women started I think it was the weed I also started thinking what if I was born a women but turned into a man. I think these thoughts are all pretty much paranoid but I sometimes wonder if people think I'm gay. Would I know Forsure at age 23 if this is just in my head?