I had to run to the bodega this morning to get some essentials, and its so beautiful outside that I decided I'd start my yearly warm weather ritual of the frozen mouth orgasm that is Mamitas ices. It's been a rough year, so I decided to err on the side of overindulgence today and buy 14. I got a bizcocho one hanging out my mouth right now. Little victories in life...

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(05-15-2020, 06:16 AM)Chase Wrote: NTACB it's 1am for me right now and I'm really scared. I had this crazy scare that I was being attacked by something. Like I was being abducted by aliens or something. Not as scary as sleep paralysis, but I did scream. I'm afraid to look outside my covers, because I think I saw one of them  This scary wraith like thing. Thankfully i have my phone but I'm afraid to shine the phone light on it. It's hard to go back to sleep, or stick my head out of covers to breath.

Do you get feelings like that a lot?

NTACB I had a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for lunch.

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NTACB I care, Chase! Are you ok?

(05-16-2020, 03:17 PM)Emiliano Wrote: I had to run to the bodega this morning to get some essentials, and its so beautiful outside that I decided I'd start my yearly warm weather ritual of the frozen mouth orgasm that is Mamitas ices. It's been a rough year, so I decided to err on the side of overindulgence today and buy 14. I got a bizcocho one hanging out my mouth right now. Little victories in life...

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(05-15-2020, 06:16 AM)Chase Wrote: NTACB it's 1am for me right now and I'm really scared. I had this crazy scare that I was being attacked by something. Like I was being abducted by aliens or something. Not as scary as sleep paralysis, but I did scream. I'm afraid to look outside my covers, because I think I saw one of them  This scary wraith like thing. Thankfully i have my phone but I'm afraid to shine the phone light on it. It's hard to go back to sleep, or stick my head out of covers to breath.

Do you get feelings like that a lot?

Yeah. I tried therapy and I didn't like it. Now I just try meds. I'll find the right cocktail someday.

NTACB I want to try Mamitas ices and eat some bizcocho now

(05-16-2020, 03:31 PM)Chase Wrote:

(05-16-2020, 03:17 PM)Emiliano Wrote: I had to run to the bodega this morning to get some essentials, and its so beautiful outside that I decided I'd start my yearly warm weather ritual of the frozen mouth orgasm that is Mamitas ices. It's been a rough year, so I decided to err on the side of overindulgence today and buy 14. I got a bizcocho one hanging out my mouth right now. Little victories in life...

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(05-15-2020, 06:16 AM)Chase Wrote: NTACB it's 1am for me right now and I'm really scared. I had this crazy scare that I was being attacked by something. Like I was being abducted by aliens or something. Not as scary as sleep paralysis, but I did scream. I'm afraid to look outside my covers, because I think I saw one of them  This scary wraith like thing. Thankfully i have my phone but I'm afraid to shine the phone light on it. It's hard to go back to sleep, or stick my head out of covers to breath.

Do you get feelings like that a lot?

Yeah. I tried therapy and I didn't like it. Now I just try meds. I'll find the right cocktail someday.

NTACB I want to try Mamitas ices and eat some bizcocho now

Good luck man, that sounds pretty scary. Has experiencing that kind of stuff made you more or less interested in learning about paranormal things? 

Mamitas ices are pretty amazing, you should definitely keep an eye out. I could imagine her blessings keeping aliens and monsters away.

(05-16-2020, 03:42 PM)Emiliano Wrote: Good luck man, that sounds pretty scary. Has experiencing that kind of stuff made you more or less interested in learning about paranormal things? 

Mamitas ices are pretty amazing, you should definitely keep an eye out. I could imagine her blessings keeping aliens and monsters away.

I believe that somewhere out there in the vast cosmos, aliens exist, but I don't believe they've been visiting. I'd like to think there is more than an oblivion at death, but I don't really believe in ghosts. Of course, late at night, when my brain is tired, my anxiety is up, and I'm possibly dissociating from my PTSD, anything is possible. I always like to kid myself as a hardcore skeptic, but I've watched too many paranormal shows and videos for my own good. I'm sure you know how it is, there's something on TV you know you probably shouldn't be watching, or a YouTube video recommendation that has nothing to do with what you just watched but you click saying "what the heck," and then you get sucked down this rabbit hole.

ntacb thinking of sweets just has me craving more sweets. I could go for some pumpkin gelato right about now. Maybe some Irish whiskey balls too.

I read everything, are you okay? @Chase Does it sound quite serious, especially if we take into account that after several days without sleeping, the mind begins to dissociate things and even the mood changes, is it not better that you sleep somewhere else in the meantime?

NTACB I'm having breakfast

NTACB but I’m about to go for my daily workout

NTACB I would like to see the results of the workout

NTACB I got my car washed today

NTACB i'm bored u_u