My turning point, almost my death

[indianajones]

O my poor boy. U just got my eyes teary. I can relate to every single word you wrote. I can understand how low u must be feeling that made you think of taking this exterem step. I tried to commmit suicide when i was just 14. My life has been a continous struggle with depression, Anxiety, OCD and what not. I have seeing psychiatrists ever since i was a child, and i am still on anti-depressants, and will always be for the whole life. Its difficult to live with mental conditions like depression and anxiety, Knowing that others are suffering too and i am not alone in this fight, gives me a sort of a relief. I am glad that you are here and spoke your heart out. We are all here to help you. Believe me, you are not alone to be going through this. If you can just be little more courageous and brave, things will definitely get better. Go to a psychiatrist, counsellor, join mental health forums, learn CBT, and i am sure you iwll get better for sure. If you would like to talk more on this, please feel free to message me. I sincerely feel for you as i have excalty felt this way. Two things that have worked wonders for me, are Excercising and CBT. Learn more and more about depression, how, why and when it occurs. Knowledge is power. You need to know how your thoughts shape what you feel. Start exercising, look good, and start pampering your self. God bless you!!