Do you still remember your first love or lover?

[Zet]

My first crush ever was the Finnish girl in the parallel class when I was perhaps 9, Perhaps earlier or later (I had a crush on her for a long time). My first gay crush was perhaps 2 years ago when I began to hang with an old friend that I didn't see in years. He's still gorgeous but my crush has faded and we're very close friends. He has no idea about it, it wasn't until 1 year ago that I started recognize myself as gay :p