Ohh what can I do, I am in love with you

[Blue]

First, now you know what it takes to become a US citizen, so, if you really want that, work on what you need to do on that front. Be sure you want that, whether he takes you back or not. If you do get that and, there won't be that obstacle to your relationship, but make sure you could be okay here, even without him, if you decide to go that route.