10-31-2012, 11:57 AM
I don't have nor have I ever had a lover and I've only had 2 crushes, but my first crush was, and still is, my best friend. We've known each other for about 8 years. He knows not of how I feel, but I've had a huge crush on him for about 4 years already. Sadly, this is as far as I am able to go in this relationship for he's straight and is also currently in a serious relationship. But, life goes on, I guess.