Finding Male Friends

[WolfEyes300]

Hi ETOTE, thanks for reading and replying to my post. OK to your first question Am I out? Yeah I'm out and proud of who I am, finally, was a struggle to get to this point but yeah I'm out... mmmm I guess I am more of the stereotypical gay , as in being more girly and emotional and stuff so yeah ...and other than myself I don't know any other openly gay or bi guys which makes things just that bit harder as I feel all alone ... even though I have a group of friends who help and support me 1) they are all girls and 2) none of them are gay so they don't truly understand me which can be frustrating at times but at the same time I feel special that I can say that I'm the only openly gay weird right? Wow I never even thought about activities and stuff like that, I guess I'm too focused on what I see in front of me and not what I could see elsewhere. Patience. .. now thats something that is hard to conquer but I understand what your saying about not focusing on finding guys but waiting for them to find me, only problem is, is that now it turns into this waiting game ...
Anyway I really do appreciate you taking time out of your own life to give advice to me so thank you and I really mean that, yoyuhave helped me a lot ... it does feel nice to finally talk to someone about this, like now I feel as though I've removed a lot of weight from my shoulders relieving meself from all this confusion so again thanks.