Confessions!

[GJR78]

I understand how you feel. I was 13 it was the second time I saw another dick and gave my first blowjob.he was much older than me. In my case I wanted to do it. And he did cum a lot. As to your experience I was 9 almost 10 I walked in on one of my uncle's masturbating in our bathroom. I still remember how huge his dick looked. It curved up like a banana and was dark with a purple head. I walked in right when he got there because the door creeked,he looked over his shoulder and just kept going he started jerking off faster and turned towards me. He let out a moan and said"you wanna see it?" I just stood there like two feet from him as he moaned and groaned. I just stood there
I mutters something like "damn that hot."

He muttered through his groans "yeah it's cum I'm cumming." After he was done he just pulled his pants up and left. I remember looking at all his cum all over the wall behind the toilet. I asked him a little while later why he didn't tell me to leave or stop. He said "cause I was there when you walked in." The nest night I was woken by noises I go down our hallway to the living room to find him naked in the recliner. Approaching from the back when I got closer I saw he was naked kneeling in front of him was a women whose tits he was holding and fondling her head was bobbing fast up And down. I walked around the side,she saw me and stopped he looked at me then her told her to keep going so she started again. What I saw next led me to give my blow job my first one a few years later. I watched in amamzment as his huge cock disappeared into her mouth. What I now know is deep throating.

He told me after she left she was a hooker. So yes my young experience certainly influenced me.