Can sexual abuse be forgotten?

[Anonymous]

Hello there. I'm not exactly sure if I can really be of any help, but with your situation, I think not only I will need at least some specific examples and/or events that have happened in the past, but everyone else here who might be able to help to give a sufficient you a sufficient answer.

As for forgetting sexual abuse of any sort ESPECIALLY childhood most likely won't be forgettable at all, I'm sorry. And I say this because you have said yourself, you are now 29, but all the things you did might have seemed to be all BECAUSE of that memory of abuse you've had. So in your case specifically, your experience seemed to have made you the way you are so it's impossible to just forget about it all. Other than that, when you say you "remember" something, tell the whole thing since it would help US help YOU.

I actually for a fact, had some sort of "child abuse" I guess.. When I was about 7-ish, my dad used to just randomly call me up to him and feel me down there and ask me, did it grow bigger yet?! No.. not yet. Pretty much everyday. Until of course he finds me getting mad that he touches me there. Idk what age I was then (I think around 9 or 10 maybe?), but I remember finally telling him STOP that. Would YOU like it if I touched YOUR dick?! and I tried to grab him there and had the urge to literally rip whatever he had completely off of him since it makes me so uncomfortable and mad that I get touched there by him.