10-22-2016, 05:51 PM
Hi every1
Altough i am gay,i dont feel comfortable around gays,i almost feel like they are going to eat me(when i talk with gay men, i feel like its pre talk for sex-paranoid cuz i cant think about it right now)and no1 knows that im gay as well.My family is very conservative, i cant live as i wanted to because of my familys approval and i dont think that i can support myself without them , i come to leicester as an erasmus student and nothing has changed.I cant talk to a person if that person knows that im gay and acts accordingly ,although nothing is wrong with that,i dunno what to do in order to overcome that.I once tried to go to lgbt center but i couldnt enter,my legs stopped moving forward,i guess i dont have the balls i dunno what to do.
Altough i am gay,i dont feel comfortable around gays,i almost feel like they are going to eat me(when i talk with gay men, i feel like its pre talk for sex-paranoid cuz i cant think about it right now)and no1 knows that im gay as well.My family is very conservative, i cant live as i wanted to because of my familys approval and i dont think that i can support myself without them , i come to leicester as an erasmus student and nothing has changed.I cant talk to a person if that person knows that im gay and acts accordingly ,although nothing is wrong with that,i dunno what to do in order to overcome that.I once tried to go to lgbt center but i couldnt enter,my legs stopped moving forward,i guess i dont have the balls i dunno what to do.
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