new here coming out soon

[dasbas]

i have been attracted to girls since i was seven and no later than a month or two after came the same feelings for other boys, in my early teens i had a few experiences with girls and girlfriends they were fun but i started to alienate myself from them around 15 cause i get along and enjoy time with guys better so all of my friends are guys, all seemingly straight.
im 19 now i will be 20 years old in a few days i have come to complete terms with my sexuality and am happy to call myself gay i have been wanting to come out for a year and a half now i want to come out to my only two trustworthy relatives my cousins and a good friend first.
my cousin ill call him T for short, one day i lost and he found my ipod and it had gay porn all over it and i didn't go get it from him for a few days cause i was so scared, but when i did he didn't say anything at all
and i hang out with him every day and constantly think about telling him. the second ill call her L for short we were born 3 days apart and have been best friends since being babies we used 2 walk holding hands in kindergarten now that i think about it i used 2 hold my cousin T's hand in school to lol. anyways L used to have a girlfriend when she was 18 she has a boyfriend now,...... so i know she will accept me and tell me she loves me just like always when i see her, and the last is my friend who is just a neutral person in my life and he can keep a secret so i trust him and am going to use him as my tester.. anyways if you have any advice for me on coming out or anything feel free to post. ThnkYuu