09-20-2012, 12:23 AM
A fear is just something to be conquered, a personal challenge to me. Not that I don't have any fears, I do but not the run of the mill sort and, not ones I avoid because you can't avoid what's within yourself or what you might do.
That's the problem with understanding and knowing the worst aspects of human nature, you know, intellectually that you aren't something or never would do something but, you also know that you could easily be or do those things if circumstances and choices had been a bit different at this or that point in your life.
It's those possibilities that scare me the most. The ones there is no way to remove because they are a part of me and, it's only my choices and circumstance the keep them form being the horror they potentially could be.
That's the problem with understanding and knowing the worst aspects of human nature, you know, intellectually that you aren't something or never would do something but, you also know that you could easily be or do those things if circumstances and choices had been a bit different at this or that point in your life.
It's those possibilities that scare me the most. The ones there is no way to remove because they are a part of me and, it's only my choices and circumstance the keep them form being the horror they potentially could be.
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