Should i?

[pellaz]

... I have 3 close female friend and they believe im normal too (thats how good i can act). But now, after all those years i want to tell someone ...

sounds like you need, and already have the affirmation from your gf's your doing ok. Everyone has secrets, gay men just have one more, no need to share just yet if it dosnt benefit you in some way.

personally i would tell some one if i need emotional support. If your going away to college save it till then.

coming out is a personal thing. Nice to hear your doing it on your own time and for your benefit.