Still feel a little weird

[archubbycub]

Hank let me tell you, I've gone through that same thing as well, more so the first time my ex wife and were intimate, mainly because we weren't married yet and I had been "indoctrinated" that sex before marriage is wrong. And I'll tell you this, when I was repressing my feelings and attraction towards men, and even for a little bit after I came to terms with my sexuality, I still had a little twinge of feeling weird. But the more and more I "work it out" in my head, and the more and more I'm with my boyfriend, the less and less I've had those feelings of weirdness. Sure there are still some times when I'll say or do something and I think "did I really just do/say that?" But it gets better with time. You just have to love yourself for who you are and accept the fact that the feelings you have and the things you do really are natural for two people who live and care for each other. And that's easier said than done, but it can be done. Best of luck to you friend!