May I rant on your shoulder please?

[Bowyn Aerrow]

Therapy: What again?!?!?!

I have been in and out of therapists' rooms enough time that if it paid frequent flyer miles I would be able to fly to Mars and back and still have a round trip to the moon.

And that doesn't include couples counseling and AA/NA rooms.

Face to face/Talking with someone I know... Hmm. The problem here is everyone is who 'We' know. After 14 years everybody "I" knew came to think of me in terms of 'Them' (He and I).

It would feel too strange 'complaining' about his actions and behaviors. I would feel like someone had given me confession and suddenly I'm taking a full page ad in the newspaper to post what I heard.

It would feel too much like breaking confidences.

Besides, I think that someone else should break the 'bad news' since it was his actions that lead to this state of affairs.

I know already that its going to be me to tell everyone, because you know, I have to be the responsible person, shoulder all the burden and be the ass that broke up with him or whatever.

Besides, His behaviors are not really ones I can readily talk about to people I really know. I'm too much the prude when it comes to such things....