Is there a way to 'beat' loneliness?

[bhrc]

bhrc, I think this feeling may be deep rooted in how you lived before, in your youth... there must be a long history there... It could also be that you are prone to depression but have never noticed it was so. What do you reckon? Plus, how recent is your pledge to your boyfriend / partner? Is it so recent that you haven't yet learnt to unhinge from an old mood swing?

I guess the thing is is that I've always been a loner of sorts, I've always been on my own for the most part. Only child, no cousins, no kids on the stree I grew up on... So I've just kind of always been envious of others and their apparent ability to make friends easily. I guess in just at the point in my life where I was wanting to change my social destiny, that's all.

Thanks for the comments guys. Im not entirely sure they were exactly helpful, but it means something that people at least want to talk to me.