Gay and Mental Illness

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All of my problems come from other stuff although there's a lot of things that make life a lot harder due to being trans but even some of those issues are only indirectly related.

Trans -> didn't socialize with people because I'm a freak and couldn't relate to anybody -> didn't learn hot to properly interact with fellow humans -> Doesn't ever leave the house

Unfortunately I don't have money so I can't get back into therapy and I think some anxiety meds would really do me some good even though people keep telling me otherwise which actually just makes me even more angry because I really don't think it would benefit me in any to continue having panic attacks over having to things that people do everyday.

The government thinking I'm not even human because I'm gay AND trans doesn't really help either. Actually I think it's been making it much much much much much worse lately and the main cause of my rage.

So I guess my issues are primarily because people are assholes.