DEATH!...and being Phony

[East]

WOW...I didn't really expect any responses and I almost deleted it after I wrote it but got sidetracked.............

I appreciate the suggestions and beleive me I have worked myself over the coals trying to 'fit in" for many years. I had all of my friends trained to NEVER introduce me to someone because I cannot say "nice to meet you"...or anything:eek:...if I don't feel it.

The thing is...I am an empath....versus having empathy...meaning my body soaks in what is happening around me and for me when someone's soul is not reflected by their words and actions I stay away from them...I don't want to be around them because the feelings they are ignoring I pick up on and it is alot of work for me. There are alot of psychic vampires walking aound...it is why I love zombie movies because they remind me of zombies:eek:

I like the suggestion about telling the person I am sorry for them except alot of times they aren't sorry either and I know it so I find avoiding the situation keeps my mouth shut and keeps me from saying anything I will regret.

...and Daz...THANK YOU for the reminder. I agree with you...my "jealousy" is not lasting and it is based on only one thing...it would make my life so much easier if I could just go along with those simple little things...but I can't.

I love you too

...and Mum...I can feel it...thank you