Ever contiplated suicide? Read my story....

[zeon]

Che4ers for the words guys... I will admit my relationship with my ex was ment to be as friends however it is slowly turning into hatred and anger towards him as he has thrown everything in me face and im still in debt lol but ive decided rather than give him satisfaction ill just ignore him blocked on facebook and when im at work i know he has resigned so it has made things a little easier... Someone did ask me last night if i would take him backj and i said a simple... No because what we had was special and i am now getting my life back and learning to live again... Of course i get down sometimes but when i do i just stick on one of his copied Club CD's turn the volume up loud in my car and lift myself up...