How to make up with my boyfriend? I'm desperate.

[Anonymous]

So I'm gay and I've a boyfriend, we're together for 5 years. We're also living together. Right now we're having an argument that's going on for three weeks already and I don't know how to end it. This argument was my fault, I offended my boyfriend very much, I knowingly hurt him about things that are most painful to him. I know I'm a swine and scoundrel and I deserve his anger, however I know I was wrong, I've regretted it thousands of times already and asked him for forgiveness.

However he doesn't want to listen to me. He doesn't even want to speak to me. Every day he just does usual everyday stuff like I wouldn't be there at all and he would be alone. I've tried to talk with him, but I can talk as much as I want, he doesn't say a single word to me. The day we argued he took his blanket and pillow and started to sleep on the floor and he still hasn't came back to our bed. Every night I'm crying silently so that he wouldn't hear me. Although even if he did, he probably wouldn't care.

Is this the end of our relationship? I'm hurting. I love him very much and I don't want to lose him. Yes, I know, I was angry and I made a mistake and I now would do everything to turn the time back. I just don't know what else can I do? Offerings to talk doesn't work. What can I do so that he at least notices my presence?