01-27-2014, 09:31 AM
Yes, I know that what I said was terrible and I realized it already the next second after I said it, but it was already too late to change it. All I wish is that he would start to speak to me. Just something, anything. Anything would be better than this silence and pretending that I'm not there. He didn't even answer when I asked if he wanted me to leave his place. A friend of mine told me to surprise him with sex, although I know it wouldn't work, as he doesn't want me to even touch him.