Life has been spiraling for a few years now

[Dreamer]

Has anybody else ever fought what seemed to be an impossible situation in order to get their life back?

If I didn't know any better, I would've thought you were writing about me!


I would say, get off the anxiety meds ASAP! Your using them as a vice to escape your enhanced sense of reality (enhanced being the problem) . Get on something non-addictive, medication wise, if you so choose to do so. Regardless, get a good therapist or confide in a friend.... if you don't have friends... well, unfortunately, you have to make some to reach that point... or if anything, learn self-talk techniques to overcome your most difficult mental obstacles (that's what's worked for me the most).

Look into Buddhism, you don't have to believe in the details, but absorb the basic concepts; I'm an atheist myself, but that philosophy, (despite karma's law and the reincarnation aspects) has helped me alot!... Otherwise, invest your time in yoga or some sort of exercise to relieve your anxiety!

Move out when you have the funds to do so, and continue your education (assuming you aren't where you'd like to be), to get further ahead in life, money-wise.

You can't save your father or mother, no matter how hard that reality may be to accept. You must invest in your well-being and satisfaction to rid yourself of this darkness, and move on to a better standing in this life!

Listen, I'm technically in the same boat as you, in many ways, so just believe in yourself, and good things will come. Living by yourself (whether living in a car or otherwise) is the first step to attaining peace and a drama-free life!

In the end, it's all in your hands.