What's on Your Mind

[InbetweenDreams]

I think i am on a permanent rant in life lol really fed up with things i cannot change i am having to put up with things for now.

Hmm... I think ultimately we can choose to change things in our lives...doesn't mean it will happen overnight or that those changes don't bring the need for more change.

I think my experiences over the last few months has been an eye opener, a bit humbling... I'm both a great person and a shitty person at the same time and the same goes for everyone else. We all lie, we all are selfish and anyone who denies that is a lair.

As for you and your issues... You CAN change things, it starts with YOU. We all think shit is bad in our lives at some point. Things can always be much much worse... They showed pictures of people starving in Syria a few days ago... they're pretty scary pictures of people suffering and the sad thing is a some of these people will die... Unfortunately for them, they CAN'T change things in their life.

Life is short, fragile and it is most certainly special. We can't be perfect, we will fuck it all up, we will be selfish, petty, we will lie, be irrational, we will hurt people close to us and people close to us will hurt us. However, there is no reason to kick yourself over someone else or a situation you might find yourself in. So make the best of it, stop seeing things as being so bad and start seeing it that you STILL have it better than the majority of people. I know I do, so make the best of it while it last because it could end tomorrow.

Carpe Diem, for me it means don't waste your time with bullshit that doesn't matter or with people that don't matter. Stop wasting time throwing pity parties.

These are only words though. I can be the smartest person on Earth, slap words on everything, I can understand, I can empathize, I can imagine but if I want change I have to at least make an attempt at it.

I'm tired of being too fat, tired of being the typical fat fuck American. I want a nice body, so who cares where I got the motivation to get started with things but I'm going to attempts this and I WILL be successful. I can't change whether I am seen being attractive, I can't change my face...my eyes, nose...how big my ears are... but I can change my attitude and I can achieve goals if I want them.

So anyone who's feeling sorry for themselves, I hope this helps you get over it and start living instead of thinking "I wish-a, could-a, would-a."

Although not an Apple fan but a Steve Jobs quote I like, "Do you want to sell sugared water all your life or do you want to make history."