this is how i feel

[Borg69]

Instead of just sitting there watching everyone else, why didn't you introduce yourself and make some new friends whom were there when you were there? You had a perfect opportunity, and you did nothing but sit there feeling sorry for yourself pouting over perceived losses in the middle of so much potential.

I'll give you a hint... THIS is why you're alone.

If you don't want to be alone, you gotta get up off your ass and put some effort into it. NOW!