Wanna share your story of your first love?

[MoonLemon]

"MEN Cannot be trusted!" I have been through some crazy life effed up situations... Yet in the end I just evolved emotionally as well as evolving as a person and maturing! I have been through alot but it was good for me on the long run... It is why people always tell me that i am much more mature than a 19 yrs old arab boy! haha

I get the maturity comment a lot too, haha (I'm currently sexually involved with a 47 year old, and it's been eye opening in so many different ways! It came with some initial guilt, but it's been so invigorating learning from an older gay man, as if he were my mentor. Even if we are in some weird limbo of caring for each other but not actually being a couple. The logistics of that wouldn't work out, anyway)

Men cannot be trusted. Sex drives are scary, controlling things (and a very wonderful thing at the same time).

Everything in life is an experience. The best we can do is learn from each little step. Getting a couple bad boyfriends is all part of the cycle, I think.