Wanna share your story of your first love?

[Alex]

Same here, the very first day I met Alex it was an immediate thunder strike, even though he threw up on me, but before he did, we had quite a long chat. But here's how it happened. I met Alex I was 29 and he was 19, it just so happened that a friend of mine was launching a party for March break - I wasn't in school anymore, but as a graduate from the same university, I do sometimes go back and assist my fellow students. Alex was introduced to me by a friend, he believed that I could help him overcome his latest breakup so he asked me to have a chat with Alex who was totally depressed.

Back then I was in a relationship with a girl, the mother of my son Joshua. At first, I did not think much of Alex, yes, when I saw that tall blond guy standing up in front of me, I can't say I didn't have dirty thoughts, I had in front of me a beautiful (way too beautiful) guy, he was a bit tipsy, but I wasn't drunk enough yet not to notice his perfect being. He was like a dream come true. I always had a thing for natural blond twink, but that dude was too much, he seemed to me as he was coming out from one of those annoying American sitcoms where all girls and boys are beautiful, even the fat ones. Basically, I was told already that he was gay, but I didn't know what kind of demons was eating him alive.

So here I was talking with this amazing twink about relationship, advising him how to get back on its feet and trying my best to avoid looking at him straight in his eyes, otherwise I would have definitely lose my cool with him, and even though I know it would have been quite easy to take advantage of him, I kept my control and put on my professional suit. Remember, I said he barfed on me? Well, it was my fault, because I did order another drink for us and I knew he had quite enough already. After he finished drinking its last glass, he said he wasn't feeling good so I walked him out on the porch and when we hugged, because he was crying, it was too late to back up and he threw up on me.

The next scene was too beautiful, forget about the fact that I had his last drinks all over me, he felt so bad, he went on apologizing a thousand times. That's when our eyes crossed each other eyes and that's when I knew I liked him. So I called up a taxi, and climbed in with him. That night that taxi ride cost me a good 75 dollars because Alex was living at his aunt's way far from where I was living, but I didn't want to let him go all by himself. I got him out of the taxi and walked him home and even made sure he was in his bed before I left. His aunt also thanked me a thousand time lol.

As I said I did keep his jacket, that was after our eyes crossed, because before, I would have just dump him home and forget all about him, but when our eyes crossed I knew there was something in there, sure he was my dream boy, but it was more powerful than just the sexual attraction. I had a long talk with Alex, we talked for 2 hours where he was telling me about his past, how he found out he was gay, how people judge him, how his beauty got only shit for him etc. I made him laugh many times and that loud laughing of his still resonates in my head while I’m writing this.

Two days later, I decided to give him a call and set a rendez-vous to give him back his jacket, since I was not planning on drinking that day I drove all the way to his aunt’s and picked him up. I am also a very reserved and shy guy, YES all of you there saying that you’re shy and stuff, I understand you perfectly because I am also very shy, even though I can be loud sometimes, I’m more of the silent kind. So no need to tell you that I was quite nervous, because Alex was just the kind of guy that so many people fall immediately in love with him, he’s just too hot. Although I don’t consider myself ugly, I did myself believe that he was wayyy out of my league. But Alex was super happy to see me, kissed me on the cheek twice and climbed in the car, took his jacket and thanked me again for all I did and we stopped at a coffee shop and talked some more. That is when I announced him that I was in a relationship with a girl and that’s where I understood that Alex did fancy me because he really did look sad about that news, but we kept on seeing each other several times afterward, we became friends. He came several times to my house and met my girlfriend and my son. And one night, a night where my son and girlfriend were away we were alone in the house and we decided to have a midnight skinny dip in the pool. That was one huge mistake, up until then Alex didn't know I fancy him, when he got naked and dove in the pool I've got a major erection that couldn't go away and well you guess the rest he got hard too and we end up kissing. And it end ups in the bedroom.

Afterward, we went at least for a two months without seeing each other, we were texting and emailing often, but we decided that it wasn't a good idea to see each other again since neither I or him could control our instincts.

During that two months, I went through a lot of questioning myself regarding my actual relationship. It’s not that I didn't like my girlfriend, but for many years I had regressed my gay persona and now that I had this amazing hot looking guy in my mirador I started questioning myself again. And this time Alex was the one who helped me through it.

I invited him home and told him that I was in love with him and he confirmed that he also was found of me and from that day on, I decided to have a talk with my girlfriend who surprisingly was very understanding. We split, I gave her the house, the car and Joshua’s responsibility and I bought a condo and three months later Alex was moving in. I kept very good relation with my girlfriend, to what level you would ask? Well, she is Jasmine's mother.

Jasmine is Alex’s natural daughter, I arranged with my ex to become egg donor for Alex, she was there with us when we got married and she’s still with us as I write this.
Yes, this was quite an adventure, I took a large risk, but I also remained honest to all of them and that’s why there’s no jealousy, animosity or envy between all of us and I have my dream boy and he has his dream husband. My ex-girlfriend has two beautiful kids with two men she loves and respect.

Thanks Jakey for those wonderful years you did change my life for the better, that jacket is in the attic at my aunt and it will never get away from there, because of it I met the love of my life TRUE LOVE. I love you to pieces