03-03-2016, 05:30 AM
Thanks guys I appreciate it. I can figure everything else out once I sort out the foundations haha but it's just those small few steps in the beginning.
Well that's good haha. I just don't want to look like I'm asking more than anything else (I'll do more of everything, I promise! ) but if it's cool then there's no dramas.
I think with the whole Skype thing, at the time, I was kinda desperate. We didn't do anything sexual over the camera or anything sexually intimate in person but, I guess a lot of things that had added up prior to us meeting made a lot of other things a lot easier to do. Looking back on that now, I regret that I let myself be dragged into such a situation, and I don't intend to repeat that at all.
Considering it was my first 'BF' alongside my first 'experiences' with a guy, however, I think it needed to happen. At the time I was still sort of discovering myself, and I think I just needed some time with someone to understand myself in that particular field.
So you could say I got in with him just to see what it felt like and then dumped him haha, but in the end it wasn't entirely just for that reason. I did enjoy it at the time but yeah, it wasn't a good idea in the long-run haha. Oh well.
LJay Wrote:Not really to answer, Katreem, but please don't think you are being annoying. You seem like a nice guy and you are very polite. Nobody that I know of minds your questions at all.
Well that's good haha. I just don't want to look like I'm asking more than anything else (I'll do more of everything, I promise! ) but if it's cool then there's no dramas.
I think with the whole Skype thing, at the time, I was kinda desperate. We didn't do anything sexual over the camera or anything sexually intimate in person but, I guess a lot of things that had added up prior to us meeting made a lot of other things a lot easier to do. Looking back on that now, I regret that I let myself be dragged into such a situation, and I don't intend to repeat that at all.
Considering it was my first 'BF' alongside my first 'experiences' with a guy, however, I think it needed to happen. At the time I was still sort of discovering myself, and I think I just needed some time with someone to understand myself in that particular field.
So you could say I got in with him just to see what it felt like and then dumped him haha, but in the end it wasn't entirely just for that reason. I did enjoy it at the time but yeah, it wasn't a good idea in the long-run haha. Oh well.