Dreams of ex every night?? Is there a hidden Meaning?

[Anocxu]

Thats what i am afraid of... Truth be told, i think i love my ex even now, and he returns back to me and make amends to his wrong ways then i am still willingly give it another chance.... Right now he is an rehabitilation center, for alchohal addiction, so i cant contact him, he will come out of there after a month, and by tht time my current dating partner will be in the city too... So i am in the most fucked up situation.
Another retarded thing is that my current bf is also going through some serious depression, so i am afraid that if i change my mind at the final moment, it might be a fatal blow to his life... Kind of.
I didnt knew emotions were this dangerous before coming into a relationship...........

So ..
(This is a long one)
(No pun intended)
Loooooooool

E'hem.
Seriously.

No disrespect but.
You seem to think these guys are a mess. When in fact . It is YOU that seem to be thriving on all this CHAOS..

How about an open honest conversation with your current BF..
Ya can't have them both..
Right?

Not being rude but.
Why are all your love interests broken?
Depressed, Drunk..?

I'm under the suspicion you too are broken but perhaps you do not realize it..

Choose healthier love interests.

Hugs...