Feel like Im cursed being Bi

[kindy64]

There is a lot I could say here but I will limit it to this: having someone use a strap-on on you or a dildo will not satisfy your gay side, if you can call it that. You are attracted to guys and girls, that means more than just sexually. If a sex toy could satisfy the urge for a romantic and sexual relationship, guys could just fuck a fleshlight and not have to bother with girls ever. Attraction is so much more than what body part gets stuck in which hole and no piece of latex or plastic will substitute.
Being bi means you could fall in love with either sex, not just who you want to fuck. If you haven't come to that conclusion yet, I suspect you will.

I would disagree in that bisexuality is a spectrum. Someone can be physically turned on by guys, but not emotionally/romantically. Some can feel emotionally/romantically connected, but not physically.

Different strokes for different folks.