I think I'm giving up

[IanSaysHi]

It'd be easy to think that because you have to make so many new starts, that it gets easier. But if anything it gets harder - I know I've not got bpd, but I've had to make a few new starts to say the least. However, people around me have always been supportive and have kept me going with encouragment. I hope you get this support too but please always feel free to share your feelings here and to get support from the members here.

With the interview thing it sounds like you're setting yourself up to fail - you're going to have to take the plunge (easier said than done I know). Once you have work, whether it's 5 months or 5 years, it's still a chance to meet new people and experience new things. It's the staying at home thinking things over that makes things worse.

I sincerely wish you the best in recovering from this latest attack and like I say please share your feelings here whenever you need to vent, get some support or chat to someone. Keep going