Why I am still single...

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[MENTION=23908]Shawn[/MENTION] Sounds a lot like me but I am partially guilty, not so much of me having a big ego but there have been a few people I just got you could say floored with. I guess it was that feeling you get when you're like ermagerd! this is it! Learning to chillax and knowing when to do something. I have in the past got a little too carried away when I really like someone. I do think I have good intuition and also a good judge of character, although a time or two I have been horribly wrong about people.

Most guys, yeah they want everything now or want to get you to say I love you on the second date. Oh God and dumb people... I had a movie date with someone who was just raving about World War Z like it was the best movie since ever. I also hate it when people are obviously flattering me thinking I'm so smart. Ok I'll give myself some credit but too much just gets on my nerve.

Right now it is finding someone close enough from home that I can date on a semi-regular basis. Just doesn't seem to be anyone who fits the bill, I'm easily bored with some guys because they have no personality.

Then again I have realize I have my flaws and I'm sure there's a reason why I don't end up dating a number of guys or why I don't get a 2nd date. However, the more I date guys the more it seems that it isn't really a fault of mine. I'm more worried about the things that most guys, if they like me, probably aren't all that worried about. However, I feel like I need to have something more, whether it is physical or in personality to "win" them over.

I do feel that to find someone you can stay with for a lifetime and truly love and be loved is pretty much like winning the lottery and sometimes I feel that the lottery are still better odds.