Im not sure if its ok to get a girlfriend

[Cridders88]

In answer to your question, NO, it is certainly not OK to get a girlfriend. Unless, of course, you found someone who was willing to pose as your girlfriend, who actually knew the truth. But to deceive someone, not be able to give them all of you, allow them to fall for you when you can never truly, genuinely love them in return? No-one deserves to be subjected to that just so you can cover your sexuality.