11-18-2016, 10:10 AM
Doc Wrote:I need to give a bit more information about who I am and where from. I served in the Army for 5 years and saw combat in Iraq while serving in a scout platoon, I drive an old pick-up truck, I listen to old 1950's and 60's country music, I collect guns, I only drink straight whiskey, and Im a dyed in the wool republican. Ive always tried to put forward a super macho image, and thats what they believe. I live in the deep south most of the people I know are good ol' boy types, I mean they are not bad people but they're dumb fucking hicks. If they found out what I was, Im not sure what would happen but I bet it'd be bad. To give you some perspective they give me a playfully hard time because Im a Catholic. I hope to move in 8 months or so, but who knows, Im sure there are alot of guys in similar circumstances. I just figure I can find a sporty, boyish, type girl date her for a bit cast off all doubts and Im golden.
I grew up in the 'Bible Belt' of Australia, I drive a V8, could strip a car and put it back together, service it, drink beer, swear a lot, lift weights, say 'mate' a lot, listen to punk, heavy metal, 60's and 70's music and I'm as Aussie bloke as they come. I suck dick.
Your problem isn't what the world thinks of you because in all honesty, I doubt anyone would give a F that you are gay, they would have more of a problem with you hiding behind a girl and allowing her to fall for you and turn and show her a complete other side to you.
Your problem is what you think of you.