Internalised Homophobia.

[princealbertofb]

^ If you ask me, I prefer the legal aspects done with first. I'm not interested in 17 million cunts thinking it's ok to be me as long as it is legal for all aspects of me, to be!

Which makes no sense, but then again I rarely make any sense.

Then again, it would be nicer to not have this culture of the underground in which if you're gay you do your life indoors, even when out of the closet. Oh and the rare but nonetheless present violence would be nice to not see again.

As for the topic. Oh sure, what the hell, I hate being gay. I hate it like the plague. I'd much rather be a miserable straight dude than the miserable gay rat I am now, but then again the ideal place is to be a happy gay dude....which may just happen within the next years if all goes well.....and then maybe I won't be thinking the same way? Who knows?

Gah, my life was always meant to be like that, I guess. Who the fuck cares anyway?

For the moment, you can dump as many internalized homophobia accusations on me as you please

Well, you have kind of isolated yourself in Antarctica, haven't you??, :biggrin: