12-12-2016, 03:25 AM
You know, it's funny. Before I met [MENTION=20938]Gideon[/MENTION], my answer would have been completely different. I wasn't interested in relationships, and my desire was for someone good at fucking that easily let go. (Physical characteristics weren't of much importance to me for the most part, as long as the guy was clean, smelled good, there was a hint of chemistry, and I found him either aesthetically or auditorily pleasing in some way.)
And then I met Gid, who was everything I -wasn't- looking for... and, as it turns out, exactly what I needed.
He's obsessive. Invasive. Pushy. Dominant. He's needy. Hungry. ALWAYS invested far beyond what I perceive him to be when it comes to anything pertaining to me. Perceptive. Protective. Loving. Romantic. Expressive. (and yes, he's also SPECTACULAR in bed)
Other than the bed part, these are all things I had no interest in having (and avoided like the plague)... yet, they turned out to be things I don't just make up huge parts of who Gideon is, but I've discovered I don't just enjoy but have come to NEED in one way or another within our relationship.
He's ruined me, yeah? He's ruined me for any other man. Because there's no one like him, and only he will do. Just as he is... all as he is.
And then I met Gid, who was everything I -wasn't- looking for... and, as it turns out, exactly what I needed.
He's obsessive. Invasive. Pushy. Dominant. He's needy. Hungry. ALWAYS invested far beyond what I perceive him to be when it comes to anything pertaining to me. Perceptive. Protective. Loving. Romantic. Expressive. (and yes, he's also SPECTACULAR in bed)
Other than the bed part, these are all things I had no interest in having (and avoided like the plague)... yet, they turned out to be things I don't just make up huge parts of who Gideon is, but I've discovered I don't just enjoy but have come to NEED in one way or another within our relationship.
He's ruined me, yeah? He's ruined me for any other man. Because there's no one like him, and only he will do. Just as he is... all as he is.