Mental Health resources for adults

[Cowboy]

Listen I have to be honest I'm high again right now, I've used again. I just wanted to lay that out with you all. I had some back pain.

I had another telephone meeting with my counselor today and we talked about support systems. I dont really have friends at all or family contact, so I'm kind of fucked on that part. Maybe when they resume normal services I will meet a friend in one of the groups.

Thank you ChadCoxRox you're so kind but I don't really feel I deserve any love. If you knew how I enjoyed mentally hurting vulnerable gay men, and in my teens physically beating up the gay kids in my school you'd agree. I think maybe a life of celibacy and non-intimacy might be the safer option. I used to make them trust me and then I utterly destroyed them, I was dangerous and sick. I've been growing hot peppers and thats been occupying my free time. I think maybe instead of human relationships I should try creative pursuits.

I also think I should apologize to @"deephiance" I trolled him very hard 3 years ago and thoroughly enjoyed the pain I caused so I feel I should get right with him.

Whether you want to forgive me or not. No hard feelings. I'm sorry Darren.