Capricorn
02-12-2022, 08:40 PM
Hi again!
@ChadCoxRox, thank you for the advice)
In fact, I've started reading this forum a couple of weeks ago, and already found some interesting topics
To be honest, I've come here in the first place, because I've never talked to any gay guy in my life, offline, nor online (at least I didn't know that somebody is gay).
I think that I can be gay (I have almost nothing wrong with it, I think that I can generally accept myself), but there are some issues
I live in a place, in which to be an open gay is to be disrespected by the community at least, and at worst, it's to completely ruin your life. So, there are not so many open gay guys here.
I've learned through the internet a lot of stuff about being gay, what do guys feel, what problems they have, why are they becoming gays in the first place.
But now I understand that I need to talk with someone "live", because reading posts and articles, even watching videos - it isn't really a conversation, and sometimes it feels like I'm the one who likes other guys, and everyone around me is not. But I don't want to stay alone forever.
So, I fear trying to search somebody in my location openly, and I don't know any places where I could do it safely.
That's because I'm here - to start to talk with somebody about all of it, with enough safety. To be precise - right now I only want to start a conversation with somebody.
@ChadCoxRox, thank you for the advice)
In fact, I've started reading this forum a couple of weeks ago, and already found some interesting topics
To be honest, I've come here in the first place, because I've never talked to any gay guy in my life, offline, nor online (at least I didn't know that somebody is gay).
I think that I can be gay (I have almost nothing wrong with it, I think that I can generally accept myself), but there are some issues
I live in a place, in which to be an open gay is to be disrespected by the community at least, and at worst, it's to completely ruin your life. So, there are not so many open gay guys here.
I've learned through the internet a lot of stuff about being gay, what do guys feel, what problems they have, why are they becoming gays in the first place.
But now I understand that I need to talk with someone "live", because reading posts and articles, even watching videos - it isn't really a conversation, and sometimes it feels like I'm the one who likes other guys, and everyone around me is not. But I don't want to stay alone forever.
So, I fear trying to search somebody in my location openly, and I don't know any places where I could do it safely.
That's because I'm here - to start to talk with somebody about all of it, with enough safety. To be precise - right now I only want to start a conversation with somebody.
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