feel so insecure i want to kill self

[ardus]

Adzie, first welcome tgo our little comunity, and second, what the hell are you thinking. Let me tell you what I think, there is no one worth comitting suicide over. I'm glad you've come to realize there are better ways out of the negative things that you feel but let me tell you from experience, there are times in a man's life that he feels very bad about himself and the choices he's made. I'm a soldier, and a combat vetran, and the emotions I wnet through the first time I was in combat were incredible, I felt guilty, thought I was a bad person, all the stereotypes, but I got over it. I realized that I did what I needed to do, and you need to realize the same thing. Relationships are hard but they are not worth your life. Friends help, friends you can talk to help more, if you need friends you can talk to the guys on this site are great.