08-23-2009, 07:44 PM
It's happening again. I woke up all happy, but then i got paranoid again and I've become snappy and agitated with him. All I want is someone here to support me and to make me feel better and secure, but he won't let me see him because I saw him last night. Says he wants to get the experiance, to mix in with the others there. Yet, his course is 9am till 9pm so he's with the people all day.
This just makes me paranoid, upset and unwanted. I'm scared we're going to break up! But, I'm also scared I'm going to break up with him, I've been thinking about it a bit and I've told him that I want him to move on and break up with me. He just says he doesn't want to and that he loves me. I don't know what I want and my mind... going all over the place!
What can I do? I don't want to talk to my parents about it because my Dad's a complete cunt
This just makes me paranoid, upset and unwanted. I'm scared we're going to break up! But, I'm also scared I'm going to break up with him, I've been thinking about it a bit and I've told him that I want him to move on and break up with me. He just says he doesn't want to and that he loves me. I don't know what I want and my mind... going all over the place!
What can I do? I don't want to talk to my parents about it because my Dad's a complete cunt