Confused about my sexuality

[Lee]

Well, I have been with 2 guys so far. The 1st time was with a friend in our early teen years. The 2nd time was with a 37yr old guy after a few months of getting my own apartment in August 09. The 2nd time was more like a one night stand but, I sent the guy home after 10 or 15 minutes of meeting each other. He wasn't my type and I should of never use Craigslist to meet guys LOL. I don't feel comfortable with telling my mom about my Bi sexuality. It was crazy enough for her to buy gay porn to see how men have sex. It was my 1st gay porn movies because I watched it too and I kept the movie to myself until I lost it LOL. I also don't feel comfortable in going to a adult store and buying gay material. I know I would like to buy a dildo of some kind and gay porn movies. I will just be nervous when buying them before I exit out of the store LOL. I need to wake up and accept the fact that I'm Bi and I like men.

ye, i wouldnt rush into things, meet the guy a few times first before you take things further, you need to be able to trust the guy and have some kind of feeling towards him before you go further, otherwise i doubt it would go too well, although i may be wrong.

And i completely understand about the adult store, i would be exactly the same! i nearly had a nervous break down when my friends decided to go into an anne summers shop! would probably have enjoyed it if i was straight! :biggrin:

It does take time to accept sexuality, i would say i knew i was deffinately gay from around 9 or 10, but i have only really just started to accept it properly in the last 4 years or so, its not something that will happen over night. i have to say this website has been great in helping me to accept it, hopefully it will help you too.