Confused about my sexuality

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I have no problem labeling myself as straight. I am attracted to women, but I am currently having sex with a guy. I know he's a man, he is very cute and girly without being overbearing, but still he's a man. From a moral standpoint, people have a need to label themselves. But if you are purely out for your own happiness and enjoyment, why do so? Enjoy whatever you are attracted to. Until last month, I never so much as had an homosexual feelings or thoughts. One innocent kiss from my sexy little friend, and that all changed. I find it's more about passion... does the person you're with care about you as a person? When you have sex, do they give themselves to you? Labeling yourself is a restriction, and why do that?

That is where that Kinsey scale comes into play... Strangely, I find a slight discrepancy between what you've just said about you being straight sometimes (or most times) and what your profile status says, ie you are in an 'open gay relationship' at the moment. It just shows that our sexuality can be very fluctuating.
While I definitely don't see myself as being sexually attracted to a woman again, I know that I was able to function with a woman (and even love her) and feel satisfied (to a certain extent). Now that I have found myself a partner as I desired all along, I feel more at ease with calling myself gay, but it doesn't necessarily turn off certain triggers, like, for instance, finding a female's personality attractive, or even find a certain charm in their sex appeal and physical appearance. There must be something left in our brains that channels us to that most basic of instincts to procreate, which can only really be done with the other sex.
But inside of me, at the time, there was always that nagging feeling that I was not being true to myself. As far as romance and emotions go, I'm very happy with my current partnership. It's been the best romantic and sexual partnership of the very few that I've had. So it really is, for me at least, all to do with who we can feel passionate about.