Confused about my sexuality

[princealbertofb]

Im exactly the same lol it turns me on so much and I'm straight or am I lol god knows hehe

I don't know, Spasm... Maybe it shows the whole gamut of emotions that we can feel. It's basically all about letting ourselves free to be who we want or need to be in a society that doesn't readily accept difference so well and at various stages in our lives. The rest is all down to opportunity too. Some will get them, others won't. Some will let themselves go down that path, others won't.
The battle for that freedom is still to be won since so many people still think that being gay or having same sex is wrong. I think it must be difficult to come out to others as bisexual sometimes, lest you should be considered a slut, so maybe it's just easier to 'claim', or 'pretend' to be or 'say to yourself' that you are straight and for the moment accept that our sexual desires also veer towards same sex. Maybe it's just transitional, maybe not. It probably means that what we've experienced in heterosexuality doesn't quite cover the range of emotions and desires that we hold in us. It's all rather complex, if not complicated.
I wonder, Spasm, if you have found it hard to say to yourself: " Hey, I'm having sex with a man... so I must be "gay". ??? er ... Wait a minute! I also enjoy sex with the ladies; they're great fun... so where do I stand? For some people, admitting that they are gay is the ultimate taboo and a difficult place to reach in the mental construction of one's manhood. I hope that makes sense.