Gay drug

[72jay]

What's wrong with gay feelings then 72jay?

Nothing wrong with gay feelings, and i have nothing against anyone who
is gay/bi/etc (just wanted to state that to make sure my posts aren't
taken the wrong way here)

What's wrong about them for you?

Probably mostly how i was raised (I'm sure allot of people have this...) -
homophobic family (esp my mother) , same goes for the place where i live.
I wouldn't want it known that i'm bi

Too much pressure? Too much ill feeling?

No ill feeling, but i guess somewhat pressure to be 'normal'

Too weird? Too uncomfortable? Too unnatural?

The weird thing is around certain people i get this feeling (can't really explain
it) but sorta an internal attraction ... in either case of male or female it feels
natural (but also kinda uncomfortable (probably because i'm shy))

I live a fairly sheltered life...and pretty much wasted my youth...i never
went out or partied or clubbing or anything (& still don't)...its just not my
thing. I also never messed around dated or had a girlfriend (or boyfriend
either).
...now all i can say is i'm getting old LOL.

I like being single, but at the same time it'd be nice to have a girlfriend or
boyfriend ... (not really the right word since) not for sex but more so as a
really close/forever friend