How do I say goodbye to my loved ones before I commit suicide?

[matty7]

i can only repeat things i have heard on tv shows where people phone in to doctors and augony aunts etc - if you've told your doctors that things are not working out with the drugs etc they give you then make the change and move to another practice if poss, some doctors will have better experience with depression and apnea - dont do anything rash till youve explored all the options people say in these threads, your boyfriend sounds more like a crutch to you lean on but if he's abusive then he's just adding to your health issues - its easy for me to say but just try to get through one day at a time right now - if your taking in the whole picture and looking at the long term in the health your in now then its just gonna be overwhelming - you obviously have drive and ambition cos your holding down a job and doin your Bachelors degree, dont give up just yet.