Human dating poison? Is it me?

[georgemarc22]

Ya he would feel bad after awhile and of course at first I would cry and cry b/c I had never been treated or talked to in that way so it was kinda shock at the time. I was 19 / early 20's & I could understand how my partner who loved me so much could treat me that way. Eventually I just got use to it I mean it still hurt real bad, but I did learn how to stop crying. That is a part of myself I will never get back it take a lot to hurt my feelings now a days. Through the time we spent to get I had to learn to be strong enough to blow him off act like it didn't bother me so he would leave me alone. Eventually learned how to play his game & turn it around on him. Not a skill I'm proud of, but I generally am a strong person/ survivor.