10-14-2010, 03:21 AM
Thanks for all the thoughtful replies! 
I'm wondering now, when it comes right down to it, perhaps I just don't think anyone would want to date me, and that's why I haven't put myself out there. My self-worth really took a hit with my last boyfriend breaking up to date women--which he has done, at least one, but from what I know he has done more screwing around with guys. But that shouldn't be any of my concern. I need to get over that hurt and realize that his rejection doesn't define me.
And you're right that I shouldn't worry so much about my job. I just find it embarrassing that I have a job that most people might do fresh out of college just to make some money until they get a real job. But that's a whole other issue.
I'm wondering now, when it comes right down to it, perhaps I just don't think anyone would want to date me, and that's why I haven't put myself out there. My self-worth really took a hit with my last boyfriend breaking up to date women--which he has done, at least one, but from what I know he has done more screwing around with guys. But that shouldn't be any of my concern. I need to get over that hurt and realize that his rejection doesn't define me.
And you're right that I shouldn't worry so much about my job. I just find it embarrassing that I have a job that most people might do fresh out of college just to make some money until they get a real job. But that's a whole other issue.
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