11-12-2010, 09:46 PM
Long post!
Guess I should close this up.
On Monday, he invited me over. We were just watching TV and his parents weren't home. All of a sudden he puts his hands on my inner thigh, I nearly had a heartattack. I didn't know what to do soooo. I ended up putting my hand on his thigh. Then he started squeezing my thigh and... one thing led to the other. There wasn't actual intercourse just... mouth and hand movements that I did. He was unresponsive during the whole thing and when we were finished I told him that I loved him and when I went to kiss him he pulled away. D:
SO I left, heartbroken and ashamed. ;___;
(I'm okay now, I'm just laughing at myself for being so over the top. XD)
We didn't talk for a while until about two nights ago where I told him that I can't talk to him anymore. He was clueless and was only asking "Why?" so I told him that I need to know how he feels about me and how talking to him is like torture. Looking back, I was being SO melodramatic
. He just said "Okay.", ugh! I told him to tell me anything, just to indicate his feelings for me... that even a yes or no would do and that we don't have to be friends anymore if that's what he wants.
He then said he has feelings for me but it's more of a brotherly love. And that with his relationship problems and me making him happy all the time that he got confused. When I told him how confused he had me he said he was sorry and kept telling me how much he loved me (In a "brotherly" way of course). We said we'll remain friends despite all that happened.
Fast forward to today, he again came up to me and said how he loved me and pulled me into a hug. I pushed him off me and told him that I can't take it anymore. I told him to stop treating me like that or I'll can't be his friend anymore and walked away.
>_>
Was it too melodramatic/b*tchy? I just don't think I want to be his friend anymore, it isn't worth it and the awkward silences every now and then is too much to handle. Gosh, why is he being so WEIRD? I've given up on him, I'm just going to let him do what he wants... I just want to know what he decides to do. =\
Guess I should close this up.
On Monday, he invited me over. We were just watching TV and his parents weren't home. All of a sudden he puts his hands on my inner thigh, I nearly had a heartattack. I didn't know what to do soooo. I ended up putting my hand on his thigh. Then he started squeezing my thigh and... one thing led to the other. There wasn't actual intercourse just... mouth and hand movements that I did. He was unresponsive during the whole thing and when we were finished I told him that I loved him and when I went to kiss him he pulled away. D:
SO I left, heartbroken and ashamed. ;___;
(I'm okay now, I'm just laughing at myself for being so over the top. XD)
We didn't talk for a while until about two nights ago where I told him that I can't talk to him anymore. He was clueless and was only asking "Why?" so I told him that I need to know how he feels about me and how talking to him is like torture. Looking back, I was being SO melodramatic
. He just said "Okay.", ugh! I told him to tell me anything, just to indicate his feelings for me... that even a yes or no would do and that we don't have to be friends anymore if that's what he wants.He then said he has feelings for me but it's more of a brotherly love. And that with his relationship problems and me making him happy all the time that he got confused. When I told him how confused he had me he said he was sorry and kept telling me how much he loved me (In a "brotherly" way of course). We said we'll remain friends despite all that happened.
Fast forward to today, he again came up to me and said how he loved me and pulled me into a hug. I pushed him off me and told him that I can't take it anymore. I told him to stop treating me like that or I'll can't be his friend anymore and walked away.
>_>
Was it too melodramatic/b*tchy? I just don't think I want to be his friend anymore, it isn't worth it and the awkward silences every now and then is too much to handle. Gosh, why is he being so WEIRD? I've given up on him, I'm just going to let him do what he wants... I just want to know what he decides to do. =\
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