11-14-2010, 04:53 PM
Thanks Aaycle.
Yea, I'm still conflicted about it. My thought pattern for the longest time was "why would this HAPPEN to me?" I couldn't help but look at it as if something had changed.. well, I suppose something did.. I stopped denying it.. or at least.. the cracks in the dam that I built around this had started to leak and were growing larger so to speak.. and I couldn't deny it anymore.
heh, finding myself in a non-judgmental space is going to be difficult.
btw I sold my dream car. It's a dream car for a reason.. WOW it broke a lot lol. I had to get out of it or it would have sapped my life savings just to drive to work and back. Still, I had half a year of it..
Yea, I'm still conflicted about it. My thought pattern for the longest time was "why would this HAPPEN to me?" I couldn't help but look at it as if something had changed.. well, I suppose something did.. I stopped denying it.. or at least.. the cracks in the dam that I built around this had started to leak and were growing larger so to speak.. and I couldn't deny it anymore.
heh, finding myself in a non-judgmental space is going to be difficult.
btw I sold my dream car. It's a dream car for a reason.. WOW it broke a lot lol. I had to get out of it or it would have sapped my life savings just to drive to work and back. Still, I had half a year of it..